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An Overthinker.

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It's not that I don't trust you but that I am scared a matter of fact terrified too. ''History repeats itself, first as tragedy second a farse.'' This quote makes me wonder if will you be my farse? A serious situation turned into an absurd joke... If that's the case, then tell me now, so I can leave. For I know I won't be able to get over you. I don't want to doubt you, but with every word that comes out of your mouth, all I can think about are the worst-case scenarios. It's difficult to explain what's going on, and I apologize for your exhaustion. I don't want you to leave, but with these thoughts, I believe it's in your best interests. To save yourself from me. An overthinker I am. Overthinkers most of us are, people I believe, who are over-lovers that had poured our hearts out into situations and have gotten hurt. Constantly battling with our thoughts, hoping to receive constant reassurance.    Written by Athalia Photo Credits( Dar

How far should you go?

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Let's be honest, we all have that one person that we cling to and believe that we can't let go but the question has become more prominent. How far should you go? I believed in the idea of never giving up on someone but until I entered my stage of breaking I came to the conclusion that sometimes even though attached you have to let them go. I started losing myself in trying to fix whatever was wrong and trying to keep this person by my side but with the number of issues that continued to pile up and when one starts walking away it will fail because there are two in a relationship and to communicate and make things work. I learned this the hard way. In giving advice after this experience, I'll now say try as hard as you can but don't lose yourself because finding who you are again or if you didn't know before will make the love you have for yourself develop into hate or push you down a path that will take a while to recover from. Although I had people around me tellin